Sunday, October 25, 2009


First of all: People should do whatever they feel they need to as long as nobody gets hurt.

But.... who said Lip filling actually is a making someone more beautiful?

I haven't come across a lip filling, maybe I didn't notice it and is this entire entry therefor useless, that I call an improvement. I'm really lost on this one. I've seen numerous attractive women making a caricature of themselves. I know surveys showing men generally find fuller lips more attractive but I haven't seen a survey yet that concluded that those with lip fillings now are more attractive. (I'm working on the perception that these fillings are done for us men, rather then the enhancement of a self-image)

Having watched an episode of Cold Case earlier I really feel the need to scream to whoever is contemplating having their lips done: DON'T DO IT!!
I found Kathryn Morris interestingly attractive but with her new lips that's gone.

Can someone please tell me what's with these fillings?

Monday, October 19, 2009

Sigh, what a week.

I got the fifty extra hours in but still am a little behind with my regular work. Luckily I was able to regain some of the missed hours of sleep during the weekend. And on top of that found some time to spend with friends, sharing a meal and some wine.

What bugs me though is that everything else in the world goes on as usual. Babies are born, Couples get married. And some unfortunately pass on. I'm sorry for those I did hurt but I can not care about these things when I'm working my guts out to enable a few people to get up in the morning and go to work.
I'm sorry your baby didn't get my full attention even though I feel I was more then sufficiently replaced by my wife. She at least does care about babies. I don't.
I'm sorry I wasn't able to attend your wedding but be honest. When you look back at your wedding pictures in a few years you will be happy that Nathalie is in them instead of me.
And I'm sorry I wasn't able to attend the funeral but I was securing last minute financing that morning. I did sent flowers though and I hope you appreciate the fact I found the time to arrange that myself.

Of course we all know I'm the center of the universe but even I concur it would be selfish to stop everything else in the world from happening because my schedule is a tad full. Just do not complain when events take over.

Monday, October 12, 2009

A reward from the Gods

I've been a good boy lately. I haven't offended anyone except for one slip of the tongue that was unintentional. I did no harm to anyone. I have locked myself inside during a flu/cold so I wouldn't transmit it to anyone else and I have loved those close to me. But .....

.... why did the Gods drop 50 hours of work, to be done before Thursday, in my lap when they know I have a full load already? Gone was the weekend I had planned. Gone is the time I had planned to resume my search for a new home.

After getting halve the work done during the weekend I sat down today with my assistant to see if any of my regular duties could be postponed. We managed to free up the staggering amount of 5 (!!) hours. (Insert a big GRRR here). So without a huge favorable development my days will be like this: breakfast, travel 1 hour , work 5 hours, lunch, work 5 hours, dinner, work 4 hours, travel 1 hour, sleep 6 hours. I've done this in the past but then I was young and eager. I thought I'd left that behind.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

I build ships

There is not a lot needed for me to assume I can do something. Only when I fail I'm pretty sure I can't, so having a dream, fever supported it may be, about building ships I now am pretty sure I can build them. Of course the fact I, most likely, can not will never be proven.

Usually when I dream I can not even recall having one but this time I had a dream and was talking and Nathalie was listening. According to her I was dreaming about building ships but was in my sleep fighting to keep awake so they would actually be build. With me asleep no ships would ever hit the water.

You may blame the fever. But I just know I can :)
(fever is gone now btw)